How You Doin’ Blondie?

Well at least he didn’t say hell no. In fact, he didn’t really even say “no” at all, he just kind of cut if off at the knees. Now I’m more confused than ever, because his reasons for not being available tonight are legitimate. So do I try again? I’m begining to get tired of all this indecision and self-doubt. It would be so much easier if I could dismiss him and the things he makes me feel, but every day I don’t have him makes me certain I need him all the more. I don’t just want him anymore, I need him. I need him and everything he makes me feel, everything he represents.

And I still don’t know if he wants me too. “You shouldn’t let a man control you’re emotions like that! This is the 21st century, girl power!” Sister, where have you been? My apparent purpose in life is to set the women’s rights movement back at least as far as it’s come.